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i'm finally moving...........................

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‘It’s okay,’ you know? It’s okay to be you.It’s okay to just not be okay. It’s okay to not be okay.”

Today.i nearly got lost finding my way..argh.feels like a complete idiot.i hate being lost.hated the feeling of being lost especially.i have no sense of direction at all.but lucky i still find my way in the end.

The shins.
Untie me, I've said no vows
The train is getting way too loud
I gotta leave here my girl
Get on with my lonely life

Just leave the ring on the rail
For the wheels to nullify

Until this turn in my head
I let you stay and you paid no rent
I spent twelve long months on the lam

That's enough sitting on the fence
For the fear of breaking dams

I find a fatal flaw
In the logic of love
And go out of my head

You love a sinking stone
That'll never elope
So get used to the lonesome
Girl, you must atone some
Don't leave me no phone number there

It took me all of a year
To put the poison pill to your ear
But now I stand on honest ground, on honest ground

You want to fight for this love
But honey you cannot wrestle a dove
So baby it's clear

You want to jump and dance
But you sat on your hands
And lost your only chance

Go back to your hometown
Get your feet on the ground
And stop floating around

I find a fatal flaw
In the logic of love
And go out of my head

You love a sinking stone
That'll never elope
So get used to used to the lonesome
Girl, you must atone some
Don't leave me no phone number there

sometimes things happen,i just have the urge to tell him everything..
and i told him about my decision.i just don't know why things like this i'll still want to tell him.
He's there..always as a friend.been four years since i've known him already.

He said he wonder if we could meet up for a chat..
but i don't know.how it will feels like meeting up with him and talk to him anymore..
will it feels weird? i'm scared i'll break down and cry.so....
i don't wanna be so weak either.i've buried all those stuffs away alr.so...

''i'm not afraid of storms for i'm still learning how to sail my ship.''

i made the decision to leave...
i don't know..if its right or not.
i cant believe it.................
i had a lil feeling that the road ahead is gonna be tough..
don't know if i can take it anot.

Today is the second day i went missing.i wonder if this is the right choice to make? which i know i will regret in the end.i jut hope i won't regret.

you are, the only exception for me.
cute video.